I hate that i havent seen you in years.
I hate that i couldnt take you back after i was stable again.
I hate that i just found out that you left me for good.
I hate that i didnt get to say goodbye.
I hate that i dont even know what your like anymore.
I hate that they had to take you away.
I hate that this was all cause by a mass on your spine.
I hate that it spread.
And i hate that i miss you and love you and now i never get to say it to you.
I hate that your gone.
I thought about you every day.
RIP